How Can a Little Bug Do this?

a good day to everyone who are reading this...

i had a good day to day! (i just don't know if this good day will go beyond the rest of the days ahead) I had fine weeks since i started the summer classes... only thing i hate this summer is that i stayed on a dormitory i never liked ever since...

you know, that dorm was the one i can consider as the "most" competitor of our dorm (sports-wise and personally, as in personal!)... our original dorm (the dorm in the picture) is close this summer that's why i have no other choice but to stay in that hell-like dormitory... the people there are like antagonists in soap operas... and when they look at you, they always seem to be angry or they'll be doing something bad on you...

thank God because their dorm manager is so kind and sweet... she is tita gie... she's so funny and welcoming... the exact opposite of her residents...

another thing why i hate this place is that because someone had scolded us (edwin and I)... he also cursed (not referring to anyone naman)... i'm just so shocked because i had ever heard such "crunchy" curse for almost a year... he also told us that, at that specific time, he wanted to kick us because of what we did... i'm terribly surprised of his reactions... he's so mad and bad... i texted sheena immediately of what happened and asked her to bring back the posters she got when she once visited our room (another reason why kuya donald scolded us)... but, i really think that what he did was not the proper thing to do by those times... we had built unkind impression to him which i think the real thing...

anyways, maybe i'm just a little embarrassed of what he did... that's why i feel also a pinch of madness(?) to that little bug!...

i just miss my original dorm!...

My Most Challenging Day!

i want to congratulate myself today!

i had been in the most challenging day of my life yet... i had thought of giving up early this morning but i'm very happy i didn't surrender!... what am i talking about?... i want to share my schedule for today... and what really had happen to my plans...

yesterday... i had orderly and systematically planned everything i'll do today... the plan was good and i think the best that could be done in the certain situation...

early in the morning i had withdraw my last money in SMDS Coop for my preparation in summer classes... simultaneously, my mom was negotiating with my certification of tax exemption from BIR which is needed for my stfap... i had also helped a little in LnK-STP while waiting for my turn in withdrawing...

after that, i went to UP-Shopping Center to photocopy many papers needed for transferring and stfap... i had eaten my snacks after... then i went first to CSWCD to pass my application form but i had learned that application was extended up to April 30... so i decided to pass the form in NCPAG first... its a very far destination actually... there had been long conversation... then i go back home...

my mom was already there... good thing!... she had the papers already... i had packed my things and went to UPLB at around 11:30am... i had arrived at 2:30pm... i have to obtain a subject before 4pm because the OUR will be close and the final registrtion is today!... thank God i found ma'am janet... she recommended me to another eng1 instructor, ma'am giz... at last, i have a subject now!... the problem is that i have to let my adviser sign on my form5a... unfortunately, my adviser is not in our college... and there are no jeepney to forestry parked in physci... so, i walk up to the intersection near never-ending bridge and waited for a jeepney to go up forestry... just like i had thought, my adviser was not there... luckily, ma'am caspila (?) signed it for my adviser... i went to NFRH and went back to OUR...

after that stressful event, i went to OSA for my stfap... i saw sheena and ana, and we had happy moments together... sheena had passed her form but had deficiencies ... so she must return on tuesday... while me and ana had given reservation numbers and we will return on wednesday... at least, we are not yet considered late filers...

i went back to our dorm (for the mean time)... hahaha... i can't believed i had survived this day!... Thank God so much for helping me throughout this challenging day!...

try all the possibilities, God knows where to put you possibly...

The Plan

6:32am-i wake up because i had planned to pass my stfap form in UPLB today...

my plan was perfectly satisfied... in fact, i am here now at Dana's typing another blog... but, some parts of my plan seemed to be twisting now...

aside from the fact that OSA is not accepting stfap form this day, i had (shockingly) reserved to New FOREHA for this summer because i will be having summer class for Stat1 (hopefully)...

it is so unexpected... everything right now is unexpected... i'll be going to odessa's birthday party on thursday and will be having a meeting with zonta club of metro ortigas on friday... but, i think there's no more with those things... i can't go home now, i dont have money...

anyways, it is also unexpected because i got INC in my Hist1 class... i texted my intructor about this, she told me that i can complete it in 1 year and we will meet on june... while in my SFFG101 class, i got a grade of 2.25 (only!?)... i'm really sad... i had expected more because i believe i deserve more... sad... but it is already our final grade... and its really final...

for God be all the glory... my plan was not followed... but i know its God's plan... i may not know what He wants... but, i believe its for the better...

asia's songbird "fehlerhaft singen sie"

wonder about the title?... hopefully!... so that you'll have the desire to know the meaning of that...

i am now viewing the asia's songbird's version of "listen" in YouTube... try to listen, yeah, it's funny... i laugh hard actually... how can a professional singer did this thing? she is paid for singing... it's her, according to her, passion... its her job, the only thing she knows to survive in this uncertain world... but how can she sing this song, given that it is one of the newest?... how can she let herself look idiot in front of her audience who really love her?... how can an "asia's songbird" sing and fabricating her own lyrics of the famous song?...

many questions?... yeah... i don't the answers, but why am i asking?...

for others, this performance of our very own Regine Velasquez may have been one of the funniest videos they have watched (second with Janina)... me too, actually... i laugh so much right now... but, i realized... the questions i have above... if those were critically analyze, what could be the answers?... now, i am thinking of how come regine let this thing happen?... what does she feel now?... did she want this?... did she mean/intend this?... what does she really feel deep inside?...

maybe regine feel so ashamed (not maybe, i think its a fact)... she was so ashamed because she didn't want to look kinda idiot in front of her beloved audience... she was ashamed because she didn't expect this thing to occur in a live show... she maybe think that retrieving her good reputation in singing may be so hard...

if i am to talk to her right now,... i would tell her how great she is as a singer... as a conceptualizer (if there such a word), as a designer, as a director, as a producer, as a friend, as a sister, as a daughter, and nothing else but, as herself... she's a very unique creation of God who He provided with an incredible talent... talent that He also wanted others to see... regine is such a great person and God intended everything that she possess right now... including that performance...

why? because God wanted us to see that every perfect thing can excrete erroneous things... all of us were made physically perfect like Him but not as perfect as Him... He wanted us to realize that without intimate effort to everything can cause imperfect events...

actually, i know it long before... but, i just realized that perfection must be our goal... but there's a word called excellence... even if excellence is not our goal, this can be tolerated... we can't be too perfect... we can't do things that can please all every time... we just have to be ourselves which God intended us to be...

just be myself, just be yourself... be me, be you!...

to regine velasquez, the country is very proud of you!... you had the most wonderful carer as a singer, had the best record in the industry, had been loved by many... you don't deserve the performance you've done live in SOP... you don't need it... you really don't... as much as possible don't mind it... that fehlerhaft singen sie... live your days better and do your best always!... many love you...

just be you!...

30/70

many might wanted that our final Exam in Math11 would be like "all or nothing"... in IMSP, it means that when you passed the exam, you automatically pass the course... its easy especially when your pre-final standing is 58% like most of the students of EF and WX....

i actually once prayed for this to happen... it did... what i prayed for was what had happened..

but, i'm sad... why? because i could have a higher grade actually if the grading is still 30/70 and not "all or nothing"... because in 30/70, your pre-fi grade will be computed as 70% of your final grade and the final exam might help you get a higher rating because it contains the other 30% of your grade... and it was ignored,.. it's not the way they computed the final grade...

how i wish they'll compute our grade according to the 30/70 because i did well in that exam... i can surely say i had scored above average in that exam... but my effort was forsaken... when i did my best to get good grade, it's the circumstances that make the whole story, more complex...

i hate the feeling... but i can't blame anybody... as far as i can remember, i prayed for the "all or nothing" to take place in the said exam (for easier passing)... but, if only the 30/70 continued, i could have got better grade..., sad?... slight...

my flatrocks experience

i had never imagined my self running very fast in a creek... getting through a deformed street... jumping over huge, sharp rocks... climbing a very steep mountain side just to escape a scary experience... it had never crossed my mind... me? doing that?... but i have done it...

it was just last sunday... we (me and 5 friends) decided to maximize our last days in dorm together... we had decided to bathe in the popular Flatrocks in UPLB... we had prepared everything for this wonderful event... actually, it would be my first time there... four of my friends are veteran in this place, they how to get there and what to expect... while me, i have no idea... i wanted this to be memorable,.. i told them, i want some real adventure... they all laugh...

now, i am, at last, at this beautifully natural designed place... the site was just so great... nature lover might have built their houses here immediately because of its unique features... to build a picture on your mind, the place is actually a river-like structure with (define) huge rocks... it is in the middle of two bundle of forest... a nice place to have your first date with your lover...

anyways,.. we started to play with the flowing water... its cold... we're enjoying the feeling... minutes passed, two boys came to the site and disappeared just some seconds (just giving the whole details).., another couples of minute passed, three men came holding 'karit' individually... a 'karit' actually, for those who don't know, is a dangerous material which is used to cut shrubs and sometimes for KILLING... scary? of course... we're scared that's why we moved from our original place down to a place which even my friends who already got there never known before... we even left our slippers there... a wallet and UP I.D. was also left there... we had passed a bundle of super large rocks which seems to had formed a 2-storey building... i had remebered what my prof in plant taxonomy told us... just weeks ago, eleven students , i think studying, went there... they were holdup... a man shouted on them commanding them not to move, surrender all their things (including cellphones and digicam) and leave the place peacefully or else... scary right?...

now, we're on a new place, we're enjoying so much... we're making music videos from my friends phone... actually we had brought three cellphones with cameras... that's why we had taken many pictures...

suddenly, we heard voices from up our original place... we thought it's just another group of people who are enjoying the place... the shouting continues... we ignored it... until the voices had got cleared to me auditory senses... the shouting was intended for us... the man commanded us not to move and shouted that they are surrounding us now... we was terribly nervous... we don't know what to do... imagine, you being surrounded by strange people who you do not see and might kill you anytime they want... one of us (not me) shouted RUN!... and we all did... you just can't imagine how have we did it... imagine the place...

thanks to our adrenalin, we had escaped that unexpected incident... God knows how much we were scared and how much we had suffer from this experience...

overall, i enjoyed... i don't know why?... when we got to our dorm, we had discovered that one of us (not me again) had texted all our dormates to call UPF... when we reached our dorm, we saw the UPF,.. i started to laugh... i had loved my first time in Flatrocks... the real adventure i had requested had granted... thanks God we survived...!

i had never imagined my self running very fast in a creek... getting through a deformed street... jumping over huge, sharp rocks... climbing a very steep mountain side just to escape a scary experience... it had never crossed my mind... me? doing that?... but i have done it...

and i loved it...