Swine flu???

Gosh...!
I can't afford to possess such!!!

Not now!
Not anytime actually...
I'm kind of paranoid with what had just happened a while ago...

I went to Migs' BF's birthday in Novaliches. I woke up at around 11:30am because we had a very fantastic bonding last night. Anyway, Dondon came just in time. But I haven't taken a bath yet so he waited for SOME time (hehehe). I don't what's with me that morning but I'm kind of very tired. My muscle are all painful.

When Dondon and I were walking towards the jeepney ride to Novaliches, we drank and ate some shakes and fries first. Then, we went to the exact house (after some personal struggles...hehehe). I almost pissed off the party. I mean I'm really not in the mood to party - singing and eating a lot - that time. I feel very sick. My throat's kind of burning that's why I requested for more that a dozen glasses of cold water (thinking it can help). Afterwards, I feel really hot. I had experienced runny nose and difficult cough. I was really paranoid the. I feel I was infected with the well-known A(H1N1) virus. Almost all the symptoms manifested on me that time and that was disturbing.

Migs, Mark and Dondon kept on asking me if I'm still fine. I felt better after we went to mass (although we really didn't listen to any of the part). So, I concluded that it was a pulse alarm!!! At least...

I thought the rest of the night was already good. Until when Mark (Migs' BF) messed up the night. He went on ignoring our pressence and I think he doesn't like me (specifically) anymore because of merely practical jokes. Very sensitive?

Anyway, I just want to share this day with you.

Thank God it's nothing...

Back to School...

It was like an exciting party every time the school time arrives back when I was still in elementary and high school...

I always want to look good, have new stuffs, meet new people, and start everything the new way. I remember back then that by this time, I usually wanted to bring all my things to school although I know I will not be needing those for that day. I just wanted those with me to show my classmates and close friends simply that I possess those. At least, in my high school years, I started to change that kind of attitude. The reason behind that change is because my family didn't have the guts to buy me new things. Funny though, I still wanted new bag every school years' start.

I can still remember I'm really happy going to school especially when it just starting.

Maybe, the principle of marginal utility can be applied on the school life. When you're saturated with your academic life in school, you'll end up not liking it anymore. Anything in school maybe, has a saturation point. In academic life, maybe the saturation point is by mid-September. Just a theory...

Anyway, I'm sad now. Because I'm not excited with my school life. Though I understand that elementary and high school are different in all sense from college... I just do want to rest from academic life now. I think again I'm saturated with too much "acads".

What I want by this moment is to work. I think I wanted to because I want new stuffs in life. I just feel studying is like something you do monotonously. But, I know for certain that I'll be going back to school and finish it. I just don't want to do serious "acads" now. I'll be studying still through my own little, unique ways...

Well, those reasons above are just few of my reasons that had catalyzed my final decision.

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What's important today is that there are still many students who are excited to learn like I was before. No substantiating reasons why I think that's important...hahaha.