The Failure to start a New Goal

No.
It's fine.
Yeah. It is.

So what if I fail Math14 again. I didn't gave any efforts to it anyway.
It is a mess. I am blogging this thing out not because I'm sad about it. Truth is, I am not sad or any synonymous with such word.
I'm just regretting (I think).
If only I could have put full efforts with the course, I should have passed it.
I don't care anyway.

I'm just finally decided to continue finding some other way to get money, of course, not a scholarship again.

I will be so much punished by Zonta now.
If ever I will find some source of finance, I would love to volunteer out with the scholarship program of Zonta.
I am really ashame of what I have done with my academic life in UPLB with Zonta.
I can't accept the fact that I will beg to them again and ask for ANOTHER chance.

It's time for serious life Michael.
Now's the time.